| | You Jenna, are among my favourite self-reflective posters; I am very interested in hearing what you're thinking.
Who am I is one of the hardest questions to answer for me not because I can't answer it, it's because I *can*, and it would fill a book or twenty.
I am every book I've ever read, and I am every chapter I've forgotten and found again. I am all the books I yearn to read.
I am part of and partake of my mother, my father, and my sister; in the genes and the past that we share and continue to make. I am my love for them and their love for me, despite past battles and recriminations. I am my growth that is mirrored by my family's growth.
I am all of the sciences and all of the humanities. I am heart as well as mind.
I am every artwork I've created, even the ones thrown away or erased. I am every word I've written, even though I have changed and the words have faded. I am my scientific ideas, although most may not come to fruition. I am all the underlining I did in books, and the underlining I will do; even when I've changed beyond the marks I have made. I am the medicine I take, the research I hope to make, and the knowledge behind it.
I am the responsible care I take for my home, whether my apartment or the only planet that I have to live on. I am the feet that I ground, yet the spirit that reaches. I am a fire that I've discovered, the same fire that never can be quenched despite opposing forces. I am a fighter but I prefer peace.
I am the thoughts I study, I am the playful antics of my mind. I am not afraid of the undiscovered nor of exploration; I am afraid of the discovered preventing further exploration. I am afraid of lights quenching, I am always eager to alight.
I am Chinese and the understanding, the knowledge, the judgement that comes with it, the good, the okay, the bad, the beautiful, the sorrowful, the bittersweet, the horrors, the arts. I am American for the same.
I am part and parcel, I am of earth and I live on earth. I am 32, 42, 57, 108, or more, flavors.
I am not going to say I'm the Alpha and the Omega (*laugh*) but I will say that my mind makes me free, that I am my mind and therefore, I am free. I am. :)
(Btw, "I am." will be my next tattoo.)
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