| | Dean, if I am agreeing with Hong, it's because I am getting old! But I think she's right. We DO need the fire of youth to get things done that might not get done otherwise, sometimes it's easier for those who are still young who haven't become jaded, resigned to fate, etc. and who have nothing to lose to wage the war. But don't turn your back on those who've been there before you...
I appeal to the logician in you: Do you not think that if your way was a rational choice to fight the system, that all the other rational Objectivists would have tried it by now? If You martyr yourself this way, it will be for naught, because those you are fighting will not see you as a martyr, they will see you as a criminal, a nut, and a basketcase (kinda sounds like the Breakfast Club...mmm...breakfast club...). I joke, but I am worried about you. And I am worried because I know exactly what you're going through, been there, done that...I came through it, but not without a few hard bumps on my head, and a couple of lost friendships that I am only now mending. I shudder to think at how far I might have taken this attitude, and I have to acknowledge some truth to what others are saying regarding self-esteem and such crusades...to get Jungian on you, "Be the change you wish to see...".
Hong, regarding your testimonial, you made me think of a song that all young zealots should identify with:
Have you ever been close to tragedy? Or been close to folks who have? Have you ever felt the pain so powerful, so heavy you collapse? I've never had to knock on wood, but I know someone who has. Which makes me wonder if I could. It makes me wonder if I've never had to knock on wood. And I'm glad I haven't yet because I'm sure it isn't good, That's the impression that I get. Have you ever felt the odds stacked up so high, you need a strength most don't possess? Or has it come down to do or die? You've got to rise above the rest. I've never had to knock on wood, but I know someone who has. It makes me wonder if I could. It makes me wonder if I've never had to knock on wood. And I'm glad I haven't yet, because I'm sure it isn't good. That's the impression that I get. I'm not a coward, I've just never been tested. I'd like to think that if I was I would pass. Look at the tested, and think there but for the grace go I. Might be a coward, I'm afraid of what I might find out. I've never had to knock on wood, but I know someone who has. Which makes me wonder if I could. It makes me wonder if I've never had to knock on wood. And I'm glad I haven't yet because I'm sure it isn't good. That's the impression that I get. Never have, I'd better knock on wood. 'Cause I know someone who has. Wonder if I could, it makes me wonder if I've never had to. I'd better knock on wood 'cause I'm sure it isn't good. And I'm glad I haven't yet, that's the impression that I get.
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