| | Robert,
In the paragraph of mine that you quote, I said "It appears that what you...want..."and "If that is what you want..." I don't think I was forcing the shoe onto anyone's foot that thinks they shouldn't be wearing it. Evidently it was not you I was insulting. But the insult was intended for anyone for whom the shoe is the right size. So was the smear.
And the comment about comparing our "dedication" to Objectivism? If number of articles and public visibility are what count, you win. OK?
Now let's get to what I said. I believe what I said is different from the way you interpreted it.
I am sorry that my word choice in the paragraph was inexact. You are quite correct to point out that the phrase "moral code that doesn't want you to worry about whether you are living up to it" personifies the moral code, and seems to making it into a Platonic ideal. (doing so, doesn't, by the way, automatically entail any "worry" about it; I can choose to ignore a platonic ideal or try -- against all possibility of achieving it -- taking it seriously. I'll have more on this later.)
So let me once again (I did this before, but it bears repeating) try to concretize what that sentence stands for in my mind. John Galt, Howard Roark, Hank Readen, Dominique Francon, Dagny Taggart, Charles and Mary Ann Sures, dare I say Ayn Rand. Do you see them going off in a corner, worrying about morality? No way, you say.
SURE!! What you see them worrying about is how can I get Dagny to join the strike, how can I achieve a career in architecture without sacrificing my integrity, how can I reconcile my affair with Dagny and my marriage to Lillian (OPPS. This looks like a moral question, hmmmm. OK maybe I should skip that), how can I reconcile my love for Roark with my belief that genius is doomed, how can I help Tom stay our of the draft without lying about his belief in god, how can I make myself bear to hear the truth I've spoken twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools.
Are they worrying? Sure. Should they be? Sure. Are these moral questions? I think so. Simple question, Robert. Is this what you decry?
NO, I don't believe it is. And yet despite my saying over and over again, and Miss Rand saying over and over again, that thinking (the basic standard of morality) is what is required and that doing so consistently is the measure of moral perfection, and moreover that such thinking, while it does require effort, is man's natural state (not a Platonic ideal) and not a duty (not deontological) and that the only thing hanging over your shoulder is reality -- despite all of these points, made over and over again -- you continue to see this MOTHER, watching over your every move, watching to see if you are measuring up, in everything we say. I submit that the mother is in your head. If it isn't, then not to worry, I'm not talking to you. If she is, get her out, she doesn't need to be there to satisfy "moral perfection" in Objectivism. Ayn Rand is not your mother, never was, never wanted to be. Neither is Leonard. Neither is ARI. Neither am I.
Now to some finishing up points about your post.
Since I don't see myself as a deontologist I won't feel insulted by your "drawing out of the woodwork" remark. Although if making it was merely provocative, that would indicate that you might be exaggerating a bit to 'make a point.' Were you?
As for my 'obsession' with "moral perfection", I wouldn't have given it a second thought, if you weren't obsessed with proving that "nobody's perfect." I thought it was important that if "nobody's perfect" we be clear about what this "perfection" is that "nobody" lives up to. If you didn't mean it, well, we've both wasted everybody's time. But I insist that if you claim that nobody's perfect, it isn't enough to say that the reason for this is that "perfection" doesn't exist. Besides, I don't think that's what you meant.
My idea of "moral perfection" is fairly straightforward, not deontological, and not a Platonic form of the good. Neither is it a mother looking over your shoulder.
But it is measured by a very simple standard -- daily commitment. This is mostly an internal measure, one that only you -- and each individual -- can judge. There are, I'm convinced, contexts in which we can and must make a judgment about whether someone can honestly claim that commitment. But it's you and reality alone that are the final arbiters. And isn't that the way it should be? Not me, not your mother, not god, not society. You.
If what I've just argued for is "perfectionist pressure" and that is what you decry, make the most of it.
Tom Rowland
PS. Barbara Branden once gave a ten-lecture course called "The Principles of Efficient Thinking" for those of us who 'worry' about such things as whether we are being moral (thinking) well or badly. In lecture 2 she talks at some length about the various levels of mental focus -- a measure of how well we are doing at this moral task of thinking, as I see it. You might ask her if her course is relevant here. Wait, I'll ask her. Barbara, is your course relevant to the measurement of morality that is at issue here. Please, if you disagree with anything I'm saying here, I'd truly like to know. Thanks for any time you want to give to this.
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